Well, after some soul searching and whatnot...I think I'm going give up drawing. I've not drawn anything in a while, I hate everything I do draw and I just don't have the heart for it anymore it seems. Plus when I draw my hands hurt like hell thanks to the joints being inflamed. Plus despite trying to drum up some commission work, I've only have 1 paying client in the last two years so why bother?
I tried to get back into things after my long absence due to computer issues, but I just could never really get back into the game. Just like a pro that retires and then comes out of retirement, only I fizzled.
I will keep this account active tho, and maybe I will one day get back into the swing of things but for the foreseeable future I'm done with art.